" Will you be mine forever?"
Some words in life, always leave a deep impression on your hearts. When you lose somebody, you actually realize what they meant to you. The last two months have been really disturbing, full of fights and misunderstandings. I never wanted anything to end. Why is it when you really want to trust someone, just do everything you can, and it just shatters. Nails are hammered into your heart. Well, its not weird to be caring and maybe possessive , but until the other one understands whom it is for , its useless. Nothing matters, just what you do, how you act, how you care, how you take it matters. But, trusting immediately after it has been broken isn't easy. Is it? Not it my case atleast. Just a little more time would do, really. :| 12th August and 16th February will definitely be two days which I wont ever forget :) Like two really crazy, and life changing days. Tell me something? Its very difficult to be friends after you've been in Love with somebody? Right? If no, there is something really wrong with me. Watching it falling apart, and I cannot do anything. I guess I haven't been so helpless ever. My worst nightmare has now come true, and there is this bond which I have made. I can feel thoughts, see things, I don't know how. But there are surely a number of things I'm definitely gonna miss. Its been a long time and there an uncountable number of memories we've had. Good & Bad. Whenever I think about it, all of it plays, just like a movie stored in my mind, and I break down. Well, things I'm gonna miss? Lets try -
1) Whenever I'd be upset, the only hug in the world which made me forget all the tensions and worries.
2) The phone talks, the crazy stuff we talked about, and how we never wanted it to end.
3) The few times we out to hang out, man i'm gonna miss the metro so much.
4) I'm surely gonna look for the one person whenever I go to Lajpat Nagar :(
5) The scolding each other on small issues and then cutely saying, "I'm sorry, Pyaar se he bola tha na?"
6) Telling to eat on time, which I already miss.
7) Leaving beautiful love messages on facebook, just to make the other one feel special, even at night, I then slept so peacefully!
8) Fighting over who loves the other one more, mai, nahi mai na yr, mai , nahi na baba, :(
9) The over 19,000 + messages I have on facebook! I'm missing it.
10) The gifts we gave each other, eating from each others hands, the best thing.
11) Waiting for each other during dispersal to walk down together for sometime.
12) Holding hands.
13) Scolding a person if he by mistakes hits our beloved :)
14) Motu and Pagal, HP and Jumbo. The few special things.
15) The time we spent together, which kind of ran.
16) Caring so much! That if the other person is hurt, you feel the pinches in your body, seeing it in each others eyes.
17) Secretly meeting each other on stairs, classes and during break.
18) Bringing cards, making handmade cards :(
19) The scoldings I got and I listened to, when I did something wrong. She'd stop talking to me.
20) All the promises we made to each other......
21) I love you. THE MOST> :(
Its all falling apart, and I wanna mend it, start over. I just need a chance, cos I know its meant to be.
- H.P <3
Some words in life, always leave a deep impression on your hearts. When you lose somebody, you actually realize what they meant to you. The last two months have been really disturbing, full of fights and misunderstandings. I never wanted anything to end. Why is it when you really want to trust someone, just do everything you can, and it just shatters. Nails are hammered into your heart. Well, its not weird to be caring and maybe possessive , but until the other one understands whom it is for , its useless. Nothing matters, just what you do, how you act, how you care, how you take it matters. But, trusting immediately after it has been broken isn't easy. Is it? Not it my case atleast. Just a little more time would do, really. :| 12th August and 16th February will definitely be two days which I wont ever forget :) Like two really crazy, and life changing days. Tell me something? Its very difficult to be friends after you've been in Love with somebody? Right? If no, there is something really wrong with me. Watching it falling apart, and I cannot do anything. I guess I haven't been so helpless ever. My worst nightmare has now come true, and there is this bond which I have made. I can feel thoughts, see things, I don't know how. But there are surely a number of things I'm definitely gonna miss. Its been a long time and there an uncountable number of memories we've had. Good & Bad. Whenever I think about it, all of it plays, just like a movie stored in my mind, and I break down. Well, things I'm gonna miss? Lets try -
1) Whenever I'd be upset, the only hug in the world which made me forget all the tensions and worries.
2) The phone talks, the crazy stuff we talked about, and how we never wanted it to end.
3) The few times we out to hang out, man i'm gonna miss the metro so much.
4) I'm surely gonna look for the one person whenever I go to Lajpat Nagar :(
5) The scolding each other on small issues and then cutely saying, "I'm sorry, Pyaar se he bola tha na?"
6) Telling to eat on time, which I already miss.
7) Leaving beautiful love messages on facebook, just to make the other one feel special, even at night, I then slept so peacefully!
8) Fighting over who loves the other one more, mai, nahi mai na yr, mai , nahi na baba, :(
9) The over 19,000 + messages I have on facebook! I'm missing it.
10) The gifts we gave each other, eating from each others hands, the best thing.
11) Waiting for each other during dispersal to walk down together for sometime.
12) Holding hands.
13) Scolding a person if he by mistakes hits our beloved :)
14) Motu and Pagal, HP and Jumbo. The few special things.
15) The time we spent together, which kind of ran.
16) Caring so much! That if the other person is hurt, you feel the pinches in your body, seeing it in each others eyes.
17) Secretly meeting each other on stairs, classes and during break.
18) Bringing cards, making handmade cards :(
19) The scoldings I got and I listened to, when I did something wrong. She'd stop talking to me.
20) All the promises we made to each other......
21) I love you. THE MOST> :(
Its all falling apart, and I wanna mend it, start over. I just need a chance, cos I know its meant to be.
- H.P <3
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